Chapter 56 don't of the hospital bitter idea
For a while Yin, but haven't wept over.Fan Jian's facial expression is some darks, side, hope the mountain way out of the window and city suburb to protect a really fine green Qiu wild wood, for a long time silent don't deliver one language.
The wagon in black along the straight and even but again rises and falls of slab of stone way, inclined drive last officer's way, escaped from Chen Yuan's category.However Fan Jian's facial expression didn't easily get up.The week of the body inspects the officials Chou in the hospital window side that remain handsome, today but the particularly cold side spoil, in the mind all some difficult to express hairs are cold, they don't know took place in Chen Yuan what, old director and lift to take charge of adult and said what, why lift to take charge of adult the facial expression today will be thus serious.
Wagon at officer way top silently the facing capital city drive to go and follow road to fortune upon into city common people or have an outing to return of officer youth's young girl in the Shen house, this several black of wagon, be like at bright the breathed warning signal is similar, all people see them, all in a hurry let part, give way for these black wagons.
The common people is is born to officer's the masterses of polite is doing 樂 , but fearlessly not afraid young power in the sky in those past days is expensive, then know the identity power and influence that these black wagons represents.The power in Kyoto is expensive the ear eyes are numerous, certainly know at the mid-night yesterday, little adult Fan had already rushed through to return to Kyoto from the east Yi city.
At present this in this world, have never dared to give offense to Fan Jian, which afraid is these matchless overbearing young power that are adjusted by the hormone to teach expensive, in these black wagon in fronts, still only the Lian spirit concentrate, the atmosphere doesn't dare to utter a word of son-little adult Fan was of malicious fierce overbearing, he just ignores these youths after death is which empress, He Jia Guo is male-45 year agos.At embrace in addition to the building in month, Fan Jian Yi's individual interrupted the leg of the son of more than ten leveret Zais, this story has already frightenned all don't ground leveret Zai the heart of the son.
Fan Jian didn't notice an officer the action in the way, also didn't see those youths who cringe from fear to stop a horse at one side, just silently looking at officer scenes at the side of ways, the mood abnormality is heavy.Guess to just guess in former years.Thought of to just thought of, the elders have been having no to his dictum what, so he can also temporary regard as he not to know these, just at dark in do preparation.It is the behavior in the subconscious to should only become, not set out from the heart, for the sake of a certain clearly purpose but toss about.
Can everythings all have already out and away known to put at present at his in front, he has to face the story in those early years face to face.Do to come from F ground choice.
The black wagon has already gone a certain branch road of officer's way at this time.Front not the distance would be impressive-looking city suburbs in Kyoto, the left hand side is a nice and secluded road, is hiding to reflect in the green bamboo grove ground under, should go toward where?
"Going toward is left."
Lean on Fan Jian at the window border district.Tiny Mi double eye, light tone order way.Bathed breeze son to see adult one eye, had never dared to say what, compared a signal.The wagon of three blacks fast disease goes toward left turn into green bamboo grove.Disappear at public of at present.
Go toward to go in this road go to not far, green bamboo gradually Shu, then can see road one side green jade if that Hong river water of the green jade.River water slowly flows to drip.The speed is the slowest.If be not diligently see, only afraid will feel that this is one lake in the lake.
BE exactly wear city but lead.Round city but go.The end west goes Cang mountainous country to flow crystal river.This river is a certain to coagulate cosmetics in the upper stream, remit to gather a colourful light of Fang, concentrated half slice in Kyoto pornographic prosperous.Fan even if carefreely embrace the building in month suddenly but rise, still have no completely flavor of capturing this river.
Flow crystal river to the city suburb outside, arrive at a green tree of this bamboo grove in, already calmness many, quiet many, particularly is a river in front in the small lesser half island of that is square house hospital, bright and beautiful in this spring idea in be suffused with delightfully fresh elegantly simplely flavor.Even felling for adding to loose a life time but independence ground for several cents.
Peace don't hospital, in those early years the small hospital of hostess in leaf's house, later imperial house don't hospital, the long princess is while revolting in Kyoto and once lived through two days here.Also only stayed for two days, then this yard weigh and returned to reply silent, is always like no one here and once lived generally.
Fan Jian dismounted and looking at that yard quietly and thought ever to once live ground in the yard person, temporarily some dejected.
After insurrection in Kyoto quells, emperor unclearly once revealed twice, re- give this yard Fan carefreely words head.Fan Jian knows that this affair had better be not opened mouth by he or she, so have been equanimity as well to mutually treat, just don't know why, this affair at last and always don't fall solid place.
Celebrate Li for five years, ground summer, outside the city after Fan Zu stayed in farm a night, Fan Jian once took younger sister to lead here, towarding the peace don't hospital Ke two, chat to send grief, but didn't go in, because he knows, the emperor has another feelings for this yard, anotherly fearful.
But Fan Jian still kept going in afterwards, he and five uncle Zhus are in the peace don't hospital ground the bullet that find out that to weigh Ju inside a secret room, still just in if pretended for a long time, the bodyguard of Royal, not at their 2 people ground eyes in.
Fan Jian's eyes Mi get up, the taste deeply wears the light water spirit of river and keep want to wear deeply peace don't the wall in Tu Cheng Qing's gray in the hospital, see through everything of inside.
In have no grave.
This is the fact that Fan Jian has already made sure.His father adult Fan Jian privately once said to him, leaf light eyebrow ground the grave is in a concealed out-of-the-way place, afterwards order clearly in the peace don't hospital in, however inside in the hospital but have no.Fan Jian thinks afterwards is in the imperial palace, but inside in the imperial palace also have no, only a painting, there is a yellow Shan woman on the painting.
The leaf light eyebrow nature has already been not in this person's world, she buries where also of no account, but Fan Jian occasionally thoughts of a problem and isn't an emperor also have some don't dare to face underground psyche?
Fan Jian sat down in the river bank and got to knee the ex- Jin Liao of long gown up, take to say well and hard very neatly:"I think some affairs here, don't make people come to bother me."
"BE, adult."Bathe breeze son and a few personal Qi year groups the member lower the head in response to the life at the same time and take the escort strength on all sides, the facing bamboo grove deep place spreads to go, had been spreading till Fan Jian could not see them, they also aren't likely to see river bank ground a place.
Don't make people come to bother, also include these inferiorities naturally.The idea that bathes breeze son, this stem person very clear Fan Jian, just have some not understand adult the mood at the moment.They backed a very far place, vigilance ground the action that look at road on all sides, blockade information, in mind and silently guess.
The yard of river opposite is hostess in leaf's house the dwelling place in those early years, these are the affair that allly old Kyoto persons all knew.But that hostess in leaf's house is little adult Fan's own mother, these are the affair that the whole world persons all have been already known.Little adult Fan chooses to be here calming down to think today, consider of the affair is naturally extremely tough, extremely important.
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Don't know to sit how long, the You ash hospital of Lin Qing Zhu of this river cross-straits.The ground in river quiet water Tai stone floats a leaf, all the sceneries all see through a joke, Fan Jian just feels he or she sits of some Be getting more tired, under the hip of that square rock.Suddenly seem to be particularly the point engrave, some pains of Lu.
His station is started and clapped to clap after death dust, wrinkly the eyebrow shook to shake head.But don't leave right away.But was a facing river front to walk again two, the lowly body goes, Ju on holding tiny cool river water,beats by dre australia, sprinkle at face
Want to let oneself face up of scorching hot became icy cold some.
By this time.One square the handkerchief stretched to come over from the flank and seemed is want to make him wipe clean face last drop of water.
Fan Jian has no the slightest shocked.Once connected handkerchief, confused wiped to wipe, and then explored river Shui-li on the face of Ning two, the Ning arrives tiny wet ice-cold.Just smiled to pass to return to return to.Say:"You are the most afraid hot ground of.Chase face ice for a while."
Whole body plain white dress Fan of the Shan if if smiling ground to once connect to beat in hand from the elder brother is wet ground handkerchief.Gingerly wiped to wipe own ear and cheeks.See appearance, she comes of should have some rush.The inside is ice frost in normal times.At this time but drive the red and dizzy daubery ground of two cheeks is completely.
"How did you come?"Fan Jian returns to body to river to coast go to go and stretches out to go to very naturally and wants to lead long the younger sister's hand, in order to prevent she falls down.
Don't thought of.If Fan if but have never seen an elder brother to stretch to come over of hand, have already walked up.Fan Jian Wei tiny one Zheng, say with a smile:"Saw to a bitterness lotus don't hide part of something in those early years.You this ability and learning how long.Body ratio formely poured is well a lot of."
If Fan if smiled to smile.Don't connect this problem, answer Fan Jian in times before that sentence:"The elder brother just came back at the mid-night yesterday.Today how ran to come out again?The inside someone of Kyoto seeks you to have urgent matter, the elder brother's wife was partial to living to go into a temple, rattan everyone of be vexedly had no idea by that person, had to find out to cure building.I is to one find out under, just know an elder brother city, I am fixing to go Chen Yuan to wear, but saw bathe breeze son in the street corner, knew that you affirm here and then get off to look for you."
Fan Jian comes to Chen Yuan today, the inside ground in hospital person should not know be, however he is also lazy to realize these small matters, ask a way:"What matter son, seek me to seek ground so hasty?"
2 brother and sister are saying and sitting down, like five year agos, far away toward river that.
"Also not is what important matter son, just didn't see an elder brother for a long time, have already missed you."Fan if if is tiny to say with a smile, in fact and since that person was vexed to arrive wife and children fan elder sister the ground is in the head, affirmation is very and importantly an affair.Just this ice snow wisely miss house, discover an elder brother will arrive at peace today don't hospital quiet think, so heart in must be to have largerly affliction, she would not like to take those affair on the officialdoms naturally for vexed he.
A free mind Fan's wanting to be at present to celebrate country officialdom to ascend really also isn't likely to have what important event son, not from smile to shake, say:"Since be not what important event son, you accompany me to sit for a while also good, I am disliking a person to sit a bit stifling."
This sits and is half of two-hour period, Fan Jian is a heart to have to think, so don't mean to say words, feels to have to completely trust his/her own younger sister sit on he or she's ground nearby, can really let own emotion stabilize more some.But Fan if if more have no side of mind, she just in mind the You You think, as long as canning so and in quiet sit down to go by the side of elder brother's body, that good.
For a long time after, the sun has already worn bamboo grove ground high Shao, go toward west place to slowly keep on moving.Ray of light lightly, became motley innumerable shadow, beat ground the face is at 2 brother and sister up.Fan Jian's eyes were just swayed an eye by that film ray of light, cannot helped but crumpling to rub eyes, sighed an one breath.
If Fan if once the at heart move and listenned to the too many afflictions that sigh an inside, hate, helpless, can not help with heavy.She after being tiny to lower the head, wondering for a long time says:"The in the mind has what matter, speak probably quite a few."
Fan Jian after being silent for a long time, suddenly the openings says:"My natural mother the light eyebrow of Xing Ye Ming."
If Fan if the tiny E lifted to see him and wished the whole world, oneself probably knew this secret at the earliest stage of one of several individuals, why elder brother at this time again want to repeat 1 time.But she knows Fan Jian after affirming to necessarily have the words so just slightly H'm a , don't express own doubt.
"I took you to come to here in those early years, to river far away one fiesta, what to do obeisance is that she gave me this meat body, make me able to live a to encounter in the world here."Fan Jian is quiet quiet say:"Come to this Yao to see today, but is respectfully she in those early years behavior, did obeisance her to leave to my this son too many advantages, also took for the common people of this world some differently may, more choices."
If Fan if at one the side calmness listen to.
"I am this whole life, have never seen her shape, have never listenned to her voice, but I saw too many traces that she stays."Fan Jian after lowering the head wonder a short moment continues to say:"Go to this time east Yi city, also saw a lot, so she is more and more clear in the image in my heart, I also more and more and habitually see her as own mother."
He in mind added a words, although she seems to be than she greatly not how much.
"If in those early years someone's adding be harmed to her, you said that I was person's son, should how do?"Fan Jian's eyebrows is wrinkly to arrive extreme achievement, the between the eyebrows one Yin Yu.
If Fan if suddenly feel at heart some strain, tightly the Zuan begins medium wet handkerchief, the Zhan wears voice to say:"Those people be not ……death ray?The queen mother empress has been already gone as well at present."
"The queen mother has to be dead naturally."Fan Jian didn't tell a younger sister, the queen mother was actually dead in own hand, tiny Zhao a smile to say:"But still have some blamed persons, didn't die."
If Fan if don't open mouth inquiry, because she has preparing of a kind of mightiness feeling, today affirmation will hear a name that jumps his/her own scared Dan.
"I long time ago guess that the his majesty is my natural father."Fan Jian says:"Just at the beginning that two years inside, I basically not see him as own father, not only is him, be into own mother of leaf light eyebrows, also very difficult, this was irrelevant with story in those early years, also not is that I livinged the forsaken setback felt, this is to explain an ill-defined affair."
When he arrived at this in the world, have already taken own soul.
"However interpersonal relation, always cast in to°from time of, this is as irrelevant as blood relationship, with close or distant friends and irrelevant."Fan Jian lowers the head exhausted say:"Was you as a younger sister since childhood like me, this a life times would be you as most close of the person was similar.Time can always change many affairs and get along with his majesty so long, I can realize, his comparing other a few sons are different to him to me.Particularly these several years, the emperor his majesty changed too many."
He suddenly smiled and smiled of some amiabilities:"You say, if those early years were his majesties to kill my mama, how should I do?"
If Fan if once the at heart shake, the hands subconscious is made an effort and extruded handkerchief the last river water.
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